Section 1 of 4 [00:00:00 - 00:28:04]
(NOTE: speaker names may be different in each section)
Martini:
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Okay, take two. Today's Wednesday, September 19th, 2018, and this is an oral history recording for the Park Archives of the Golden Gate National Recreation Area. My name's John A. Martini, his historian, and I'll be the interviewer. Our informant today is Ms. Anita Rao, who served as an enlisted soldier at the Presidio of San Francisco in the 1980s. Anita, can you give me your full name and spell your last name, your birthdate, and your address?
Rao:
Anita Rao, R-A-O, 23, November 1962, is my birthday. I am in Oakland, California. PO Box 30515, Oakland, California, 94604.
Martini:
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Okay. Again, for the record, you understand this recording is being made for the park archives of the Golden Gate National Recreation Area. It'll become a public document, and you give to the Park Service and the United States of America all literary and property rights, title, and interest that you may possess to the tape recording and transcript of the interview.
Rao:
No worries.
Martini:
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No worries. All right. I should explain to tape, Anita and I have known each other for several years, so if it's less formal than some interviews, it's because we're friends and always get some personal background.
Rao:
Okay.
Martini:
So, give me your birthdate. Where were you born?
Rao:
I was born in Washington, DC, and I think it's the Georgetown University Hospital in Washington, DC, that's moved across the street since then.
Martini:
Okay. What were your folks doing?
Rao:
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My dad was here. He followed his brother, who was in the United Nations representing India, and he came over here to study. My mother, apparently, from what she told me, was studying nursing, and they met on a blind date there.
Martini:
Oh, okay. So, did you grow up in the DC area?
Rao:
No, I was six months old, approximately, when my parents took us back to India. Actually, my dad took me back to India. My mom went to India for the first time.
Martini:
Okay, so you're Indian American?
Rao:
Yep.
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Martini:
Okay. Born in DC.
Rao:
Yeah.
Martini:
So, you lived in India for how long?
Rao:
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Oh gosh, off and on. I was there from the age of six months, and I was in Delhi the whole time, in New Delhi. One year, my mother moved to the US when I was eight. Out of the four kids, I was the one that went with her, and she lived in Springfield, Missouri, for a short time. I missed my family so much, my brothers, my sister, and my father, because they were all in India. I missed them so much that I went back. I flew back as a first-time unaccompanied minor on a plane to India. You
Martini:
You Did? Oh, geez.
Rao:
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Yes. Then I came back again. I believe I was around... I think I was 13, 14, or something like that. That time I came with my mother, my younger sister, and my older brother. My oldest brother was already in the US at that time.
Martini:
Okay. So, you were back and forth.
Rao:
Yeah, and then I went back again. I think it was when I was 17. It was back and forth, back and forth because my parents were not in the same place.
Martini:
Right.
Rao:
Yeah.
Martini:
So, you're fluent in Hindi?
Rao:
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Yeah, pretty fluent. Although my father's language is a South Indian language from Andhra Pradesh, it's called Telugu. But he worked in Delhi. So in the house, we would speak Telugu because all the people working in the house would be Telugu speakers pretty much most of the time. We would practice our very bad Telugu with them. That, because we didn't know how to speak formally. We only knew the informal former speaking, but the minute we stepped out of the house, it was Hindi. It was Hindi or English. My parents spoke in English in the house because that's the only language they had in common.
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Martini:
So, we'll get into this a little bit later, but how many languages do you speak?
Rao:
I speak seven, although I probably call it six and a half because my Italian is influenced by my Spanish, so I call it Spitalian.
Martini:
Where were you living in the United States when it first got in your head that maybe joining the US Army would be your future?
Rao:
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I was living in San Jose. So, when my mother came back with us, she basically had the choice to go to a couple of places where we had some relatives. So, the place we ended up going, was San Jose, California, and we stayed with a cousin of my mom's cousin. Then eventually, with a bit of time, we finally got an apartment, and my mom got a job. My mom took a while to get a job because she has a disability, and she has problems sitting and standing for too long. So, it took almost a year for her to get a job at the public library over there in San Jose. They accommodated her with her disability.
Martini:
So how old were you at this point?
Rao:
Now, I've got to think because when I first came, I was in middle school, and I believe I was in the ninth grade.
Martini:
Okay.
Rao:
I think I was 14 then. I don't know how old is a ninth grader. 13 maybe.
Martini:
13, 14.
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Rao:
I don't remember. I was at John Muir Junior High School.
Martini:
You went on to high school?
Rao:
Yeah. I went to Pioneer High School in San Jose and then Gunderson High School, and that's where I graduated from high school.
Martini:
So, tell me about signing up for the Army.
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Rao:
I had to remember stuff, but my brother used to go to a church. At that church, there was a girl. Her name was Belinda. Belinda was going to the military, and she had a really good friend, I guess. I don't know if he was a friend because he was her recruiter or whether he just was at the church. But Willie used to be... We used to go to the same church, and so Belinda started talking to me about it because I didn't know what to do with myself once I got out of high school. I wanted to go to college, but I didn't have any money.
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Martini:
That was a problem.
Rao:
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Yeah, and I don't feel like anybody gave me any direction. So, my mother was just busy trying to make ends meet, kind of thing. So, when Belinda said that I was like, "Nah, I'm not interested." I was like, "Me, military?" It was not even in my realm of existence. But then Willie started talking to me, and I think between the two... She said that she wanted me to go in as a buddy. That's what I remembered that something about us going in as buddies, that we could go through basic together, or we could be based together, or something like that.
Martini:
I don't think that's exactly how the army works.
Rao:
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Yeah, it didn't happen that way. So maybe a little naive. But Willie started talking to me, and he was telling me something about me being able to get some kind of a bonus when I went in. As far as I can remember, it was something like $5,000 or something that I eventually got. It was because of me being a woman and me being of another cultural background that I was a double minority, is what I call it, -
Martini:
Female and perspective.
Rao:
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I'm from another culture. I was like, when I heard an amount to that, I was like, "Whoa, what?" I think I was 18 at the time. I graduated from high school in 1981. So, the conversation started around that time, and 1982 is when I finally went in. Definitely, the money had something to do with it because it showed me a way that I could go to college. Basically, I had no idea what I wanted to study. All I know is that in India, we are always... It's just inculcated in us that you have to go to college.
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Martini:
That must have been a huge draw, the built-down as the bonus, but assistance with college.
Rao:
Yes.
Martini:
Okay.
Rao:
Absolutely. I felt so lost. I didn't really know what to do or how to do stuff, and that just seemed like the offer that sounded good at the time because I couldn't think of anything else that I wanted to do.
Martini:
So, it just went down to the local recruiter and signed up?
Rao:
No, Willie's the one at the church.
Martini:
Let's clarify. Willie is?
Rao:
Willie was a recruiter-
Martini:
Oh, Willie.
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Rao:
... at the church. I can't remember his last name, but he was the one that got me, and then he made me do all the paperwork and stuff. I did go somewhere, but I can't remember that stuff. It's hazy in my head. But I did end up going to the ASVAB, I believe, was the test that I took. ASVAB was some kind of a test to join the military. You had to take a test of some sort. I can't remember what it was called. I think ASVAB is what I remember.
Martini:
A-S-V-A-B?
Rao:
Yeah.
Martini:
Yeah.
Rao:
Something like that.
Martini:
Yeah.
Rao:
Yeah.
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Martini:
So, did you have any inkling of exactly what you wanted to do when you got in?
Rao:
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I did not, but since I spoke three languages already, my father's language, Telugu, Hindi, because I grew up in the north in India, and then English, of course, because of my mom, but also because in India we went to English-medium schools and we were colonized by the British, all my friends spoke English and everything, but I was always already trilingual. Then somebody had mentioned something about the Defense Language Institute. So, I was like, "Oh, okay." I didn't really think about studying a language, but because I was in high school for a short time in Delhi, in an American high School in Delhi, and they wanted me to learn a foreign language, and they didn't consider any of my languages as foreign languages, they made me choose a language, and I didn't really care what language I did. I was just trying to do my prerequisites.
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So, I closed my eyes and put your finger on some language and, "Okay. There, that's the language." And it happened to be French, and I had a really great teacher. He was Quebecois, and he was just crazy. He would jump all over the place, throw things, and keep your attention. So, without wanting to learn, you do. So, I learned, and I think that kind of opened this idea that I could learn another language. Because for me, my other languages weren't foreign, but that was a foreign language for me, French.
Martini:
French.
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Rao:
So, when that was offered to me, I was like, "Oh, okay." But which language? Who knew what language I wanted to study? I didn't have any plan, actually.
Martini:
So, did you go through the process of, after enlisting, going into basic training?
Rao:
I did. I also took the test to be able to see if I was capable of going to the Defense Language Institute, but I failed.
Martini:
Oh, you did?
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Rao:
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Yes, I did. It's because I don't learn very logically. I just learned. So, they gave me some kind of... It was some kind of patterns that I had to see to be able to identify grammar or things like that. I can't remember exactly what it was, but it made absolutely no sense to me. It was completely... It was so rational, but I'm not a rational person. You just learn stuff. So anyway, I failed. So that was the end of that.
Martini:
This is right when you're enlisting, -
Rao:
Yes.
Martini:
... when you took the test?
Rao:
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Yes. I failed. So, at that time, they had said, "Okay, if you want, you can wait and then take the test again." I think it was like in six months you could take the test again, something like that. They said, "You could wait, and we could delay your joining the military. Delay for a little while." I was like, "No, I don't want to delay anything. I want to go." Because by that time I was just like, my mind was already working in that direction. I didn't know what else to do with myself. I was working at... I think it was Mervyn's I was working at. It was nothing that interesting. So, I said, "No, I'll go as soon as you can send me." And I think there was a delay of maybe three months or something before I actually took off. But I started going to the gym and stuff like that because I was kind of freaked out about the fact that I was not very sporty.
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Martini:
You wanted to get in shape to go into the Army.
Rao:
That's right, and I saw a couple of movies that scared the crap out of me. Sorry. I think Private Benjamin was the one that I saw, but Goldie Hawn, -
Martini:
Yes.
Rao:
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... and oh, just seeing the sergeants shouting at her in the face like that, I was like, "Whoa, I got to be ready for that." And then I thought An Officer and a Gentleman too, I saw. That also scared me. I have to say that because of those two films, nothing scared me after that.
Martini:
So, in both of them, what they had in common was a non-commissioned officer that was being ruthless, whip you into shape.
Rao:
Yeah.
Martini:
So, do you remember where you went for your intake and your basic training?
Rao:
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Let's see. So, I ended up actually being flown over, I think, it was in New York. I think it was Fort Hamilton or something, it's called. It's up there in New York. I went over there because my parents were visiting. Parents, meaning my father and my stepmother, who's Indian. So, I decided that I would go from there. So, we worked it out that I could start my military experience from there. So, I actually started in the East Coast for all the stuff, getting my uniform, cutting my hair, all that kind of stuff. Then I went to basic training in Fort Dix, New Jersey. I can't remember. I thought it was eight weeks, I think.
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At the end of my training over there, it was sometime in November, that was the end of my training, and I remember that it started snowing, and I had not really experienced snow except when I was a kid. That was not very comfortable. But my parents came and visited me. My stepmother, my father, and my brother came to visit me, and later on, my brother joined the military. I thought he had come up with the idea, but it's not true. I came up with the idea. So anyway, later on, he did join the military. So after that, I did my advanced individual training in Fort Jackson, South Carolina, or was it North Carolina? Wait a minute. I don't remember. South Carolina? It's one of the Carolinas. I can't remember. I thought that was six weeks or eight weeks again, something like that.
Martini:
So, the process for you was, you had an intake where you said, basically, they physically turned you into a soldier, and then they sent you to Fort Dix for basic.
Rao:
Basic training.
Martini:
Was that a physical specialty? Firearms?
Rao:
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Oh, yeah. Oh, I'm telling you, I felt like Private Benjamin pretty often because they would make you do some stuff. I was naive. I really didn't know what I was joining. I just found an opportunity, it came my way, and I took it. I remember we used to have to have these rocket launchers. We would have to learn about the rocket launchers. You'd put them on your shoulders.
Martini:
Bazookas?
Rao:
Yeah. We used to call it a rocket launcher.
Martini:
I know the type you mean.
Rao:
You used to put it-
Martini:
Yes, yes, yes.
Rao:
... on your shoulder. It's like a round thing, and it goes forward. I vaguely remember that. Then I remember the mines, those, what are they called? The clay something?
Martini:
Claymore.
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Rao:
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Claymore mines, that's it. They used to stand like a little TV-types on the ground. I remember that we had to throw a hand grenade. That one I really remember because I threw it. Then I was looking up on my toes, trying to see where it was going. Next thing I know, the sergeant throws me to the ground, and he says, "What do you think you're doing?" I'm like, "I'm just trying to see where it went." I really didn't get the gravity of some stuff. I just didn't. I remember we'd have live fire on top of our heads, and we used to have to low crawl under the barbed wire. That was pretty interesting, but it was like being in an obsolete course of sorts. But I remember that low crawling on the ground. But it was a whole other world.
Martini:
Just in those movies.
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Rao:
Yeah, it was really something. My sergeant, though, my drill sergeant, he was a big teddy bear. His name was Sergeant Holloman, and he was African American. He had these dimples and big, chubby cheeks. He was really nice. Really nice, meaning for military standards. But he couldn't intimidate. He gets so mad at me because I couldn't do pushups very well. I'm a tall girl, and plus, I wasn't very physical. I'd always be the last one, always, "Oh, you're not going to get a pass this weekend."
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"Okay. I'm doing the best I can." And I keep saying, I think this is a line I got from Goldie Hawn. It was like, "You can control my body, but you can't control my soul. You can control my body, but you can't control my soul." And I kept saying that, and I was fine, and I just tried my best, that's all. What I found out is that if you go to church, you could always meet the boys over there anyway, so it didn't matter. I was like, "Okay, don't give me a pass. I'm doing my best, but I'll go to church then."
Martini:
So the unit that you were in was all women, -
Rao:
Yeah.
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Martini:
But there was socializing at the chapel?
Rao:
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Absolutely. There was socializing going on. I remember it was women over there, but at advanced individual training, which was in Fort Jackson, we were mixed. The platoon was mixed, as far as I remember. That was our advantage, basically the profession that we were choosing. So, I was assigned to be a 71 Lima. 71 Lima as an administrator specialist, basically a secretary.
Martini:
So to back up for that, -
Rao:
71L.
Martini:
... 71L. That would also be called your MOS, -
Rao:
Yeah, that's my MOS.
Martini:
... your military occupation service, -
Rao:
Right
Martini:
... or military occupation specialty.
Rao:
Yeah. Although I didn't even know what it stood for. We called it our MOS, but we didn't know what it stood for.
Martini:
71 Lima. So, at this point, you're still waiting to hear about getting the Defense Language Institute someday?
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Rao:
At that point, I kind of forgot about it for a while.
Martini:
Oh, okay.
Rao:
Yeah. I forgot about it because I was being trained to be a secretary, and I was going to go and be sent to my base because I could have waited before I even started everything. If I had waited six more months, then I could have tried the test again.
Martini:
Right.
Rao:
If I'd passed it, then I could have started right from the beginning to go to school, but I didn't want to wait, so I did that later.
Martini:
So, your advanced individual training, 71L,
Rao:
Yeah.
Martini:
... is that something you chose, or did they just say...
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Rao:
They assigned it.
Martini:
They assigned it to you.
Rao:
I was just a high school graduate, and I don't think there was anything that I particularly shined about.
Martini:
So, what did you know about when you finished, you advanced, you were going to be being shipped out here to San Francisco?
Rao:
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That's when they assigned us, and I don't remember exactly when I first heard it, but I was like, "That's crazy. I'm going right back to where I started from." Because I left the military from the East Coast, and I was hoping to be going somewhere away-
Martini:
Someplace that are-
Rao:
... from things I knew.
Martini:
Instead, you're back in California.
Rao:
Instead, I'm back in California, in San Francisco. It was crazy to me because I didn't necessarily want to be so close to family. For me, I was starting on a whole new adventure.
Martini:
Were you maybe hoping to go overseas or something?
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Rao:
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Yeah, I think I did. I probably did because I just wanted to go away. I wanted to go away. Definitely, seeing the US wasn't so exciting. For me, of course, going overseas was much more exciting. When they gave me the Presidio of San Francisco, first of all, I'd hardly been to San Francisco. In fact, from what I can remember, the first time I ever went to San Francisco was when it was going, related to join the military. It was the first time I ever went that way. So it was all new to me when I did get there. It's not like I really knew anything about San Francisco, but I was just like, geographically, that's too close to home. That's too close to San Jose.
Martini:
So, for a timeline, when did you first arrive here at the Presidio?
Rao:
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Okay, so what I remember is that I was in training on my 19th birthday, and I was not in the Presidio yet at that point because I was still in training. So, I believe that basic was ended around November sometime, and I think that was Christmas that I was at Fort Jackson. Then we ended up having a little bit of a Christmas break during my training, and then went back in January, and then right after that, I came to Presidio. So, it must've been around February, March, something like that.
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Martini:
All right. Which part of the many operations going on here at the Presidio, what did they assign you to?
Rao:
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They assigned me to Fort Scott, up on the hill, away from the Sixth Army headquarters. We knew nothing about those people down there. We were in our own little campus up on Fort Scott, and I was assigned to the United States Army Intelligence Command, USA INSCOM. It was our own little world out there. We were based in the barracks over there with other people from other... I don't know. Whatever they want to call it, divisions, they weren't all with me in USA INSCOM. We had a very small little operation, and it was a very intimate setting for being in the military compared to everybody else. My assignment was unique, and I was in my own little La-la land up there.
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Martini:
Before we get into your specific duties, the Army Intelligence Command that was up there, was it part of the Sixth US Army?
Rao:
Now, that's a question I couldn't even answer you, because all I know is of the United States Army Intelligence Command up on Fort Scott. That's all I can tell you. I don't even remember.
Martini:
They didn't brief you on the big picture, "This is how it goes up to the president." Or something?
Rao:
We have to remember what your chain of command is.
Martini:
Right.
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Rao:
Your ultimate chain of command is the President of the United States. At that time, I believe it was Thurgood Marshall, that was the chief justice. So the United States at that time, I think it was Thurgood Marshall, if it wasn't, then it was right after that that Thurgood Marshall became the Chief Justice. But we had this whole chain of command that we had to remember. I don't remember what that was exactly. But I didn't know that I was part of the Sixth Army at all. I mean, don't think we were, though. I'm not sure. I don't know.
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Martini:
There were a lot of different commands going on here at the Presidio in those days.
Rao:
Yeah, we were all in our own little world, really. Honestly, that's what I say, that I feel like I was so uninformed in a lot of ways because I just didn't care. I wasn't interested. I was in my own little world, and I didn't know much.
Martini:
So, what did they have you doing for the... What was the acronym, again, you used?
Rao:
USA INSCOM.
Martini:
USA INSCOM.
Rao:
Yeah.
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Martini:
Okay. What did they have you doing?
Rao:
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To work there, you needed at least a secret clearance. So, we used to have different documents. You would have confidential, you would have secret, and you have top secret. They were all different colors. I believe top secret was red, if I'm not mistaken. I'm not totally sure, but anything that had a top secret, I didn't have that clearance. I only had a clearance up to a secret, and basically, I was a secretary, and I was a secretary, within a division within USA INSCOM, and the main administrative office was 1201. What is that plate? I forgot the street name over there.
Martini:
Oh, you don't need the street name.
Rao:
But anyway...
Martini:
But it was at the very head of the parade ground.
Rao:
Yeah.
Martini:
The old post headquarters building is what it was for Fort Scott.
Rao:
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Yeah, exactly. That's what we call it. The post headquarters of Fort Scott. That's where I was based. On the opposite end, when you're going towards the Golden Gate Bridge, the bunkers are over there.
Martini:
Right.
Rao:
That's where the true-blue military intelligence people were, and we weren't allowed to go in there.
Martini:
Do you remember which building?
Rao:
Yes, I do. I can't remember to tell you the number, but it was right there near the bunkers.
Martini:
Was it one of the big barracks buildings?
Rao:
It was across the street. So, where's the parking? That's the parking lot. So that's it.
Martini:
Okay.
Rao:
Yeah, that's it.
Martini:
On the map. She's twin building 1648, -
Rao:
Yep.
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Martini:
... which is directly behind Battery Godfrey. So, why'd you call them the true-blue military intelligence people?
Rao:
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We didn't know what went on in there. We were not allowed to go there. The only thing that I did do was go over there a couple of times, and that we had... He was a first lieutenant or second lieutenant. There was a young girl and a young guy, both of them very attractive, and they were either first or second lieutenants. The guy had a beautiful car, and he was very handsome. So, we would go over there, and we'd look at his car, look at him. What I remember is that the fraternization idea at the time was not something that was really drilled into us because we were such a small unit up there that we were relaxed with each other in a lot of ways, even though I would definitely always salute them when I was outside in uniform, all that stuff. But we'd have our banter going on.
Martini:
Really?
Rao:
Yes.
Martini:
So, it wasn't-
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Rao:
We'd have our banter going on.
Martini:
Really?
Rao:
Yes.
Martini:
So, it wasn't an intense military atmosphere? It was-
Rao:
Not really. We were such a small, little, tiny group.
Martini:
Did you ever have any folks who were... What would you describe it? Was it a platoon or a battalion? How do you describe your unit?
Rao:
I thought we were like a battalion, but we were probably the size of a platoon. A small platoon.
Martini:
A small platoon.
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Rao:
We weren't that big. I mean, many times when I hear other people's military experiences, I'm like, wow, that is so different from what I went through. You start realizing that you're the exception, not the rule.
Martini:
The time period to put this together... This is well after Vietnam has ended.
Rao:
Oh yeah.
Martini:
It's before the Berlin Wall falls, so it's technically the tail end of the Cold War.
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Rao:
Yeah. I started in 1982 when I started my training at the end of the year. I think it was around April '87 when I got out of the military. That was just the time period that I was there. I was kind of ignorant about what was going on as far as even politically or anything really.
Martini:
Can you talk at all about any of the information that you were handling, that, what it was concerned with? What were they-
Rao:
I can't even remember any honestly-
Martini:
Without breaking any-
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Rao:
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But what I can tell you is that basically I was a secretary. I was really good at typing on a manual typewriter. I was almost a hundred words a minute. I made mistakes, but I was pretty good at a hundred words a minute, which is probably why I was given 71 Lima assignment. I'm not sure. I remember one thing is that they introduced this kind of word processor. I remember, I think it was called a Lexitron. At that time, it was like, none of us had ever seen anything like it. I ended up being the one that had to use that equipment. It was a little learning curve, but wow, it really made things a lot faster and easier. Now it kind of blows my mind, because I'm so bad at learning tech of any sort. And yet, I was the innovator at that time.
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Everybody used to come to me to type all kinds of stuff. I did all kinds of stuff. Some of it is just letters, some of it... whatever. I don't even remember. It wasn't anything that memorable really. I was kind of like the go-to person for typing for everybody. I remember, even people that I wasn't working under directly, would come and walk in... officers and ask me to type things. My sergeant, I think he was a master sergeant, or... I have his face in my head, but I can't remember his name. He was the one in charge of me. Everybody was supposed to go through him. Many times, they would just, anybody would walk in and ask me to type stuff.
Martini:
Oh, so that is informal.
Rao:
Very informal.
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Martini:
So, let's talk about that for a second. Do you remember who you reported to... Your next above you was?
Rao:
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So besides that, sergeant, I think staff-sergeant. I think he was or master-sergeant. Besides him it was, basically it was the officers. I remember there was a female officer, she was a captain... can't remember her name. She would come... she was the one who was on top of my sergeant who was in charge. Then there was also Major Hyde, and Major Hyde was from the South somewhere. Great guy. We had a formal, but informal, way of talking to each other. It was really very different than what you would think. Then we also had a captain, and he was African American. He was just hilarious. He had his wife and he had, I don't know, three kids I think it was. And we would ask him about his kids and things like that. So it was really very unusual.
Martini:
Again, continue this very informal.
Rao:
Yeah. I didn't know it was different at the time. For me, I thought it was status quo.
Martini:
Who would've been above him?
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Rao:
Above my major? I know that the commander at the time was a lieutenant colonel. I think it was Donald Acheson. I think it was a A-C-H-E-S-O-N or something like that.
Martini:
You remember that he lived in that big, brick house with-
Rao:
Behind-
Martini:
...a big lawn in front of it? Yeah, it was the old commanding officer's house.
Rao:
I mean, he used to come from back there. I'm presuming that's where he came from, because he would just walk over to the offices right there.
Martini:
Yep, you don't get much closer than that.
Rao:
No.
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Martini:
Now you yourself... you were living, you identified as building number 12-0-5, one of the lookalike barracks at Fort Scott. Right in the middle, actually.
Rao:
Yeah, right in the middle.
Martini:
On the west side.
Rao:
Yep, it was all gals.
Martini:
All gals.
Rao:
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My room had the advantage of having... Wait, you go inside the building, and you go all the way to the end to the left. I had the last room, which was actually one that had a door from inside but also had a door from outside. And also had a window from the other side. So when we would come, bring stuff from somewhere... My roommate would go to the Korean market. She would bring these big towers of kimchi, and it was too heavy to bring it in, carry it in. So, we would open the window and then just pass it through the window.
Martini:
That's a lot of kimchi!
Rao:
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Yeah, I remember when I first was moving there, everybody was like, "how can you live with that smell?" I was like, "are you kidding me? I love it." It was full of garlic. Loved it, loved it, loved it.
Martini:
So, you had a building full of women. This isn't like the old, everybody's in bunk beds in a giant room. You guys had an apartment?
Rao:
It was kind of like an apartment, yeah. I mean, we didn't have a kitchen or anything. We used to go to the mess hall for that.
Martini:
[inaudible 00:34:19].
Rao:
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One of the buildings was the mess hall, but that was our barracks. We had three beds from what I remember. Well, two at the beginning was me and just my roommate, the Korean girl. Then later on, we got a third one. It was kind of like, one towards the door that was going outside. One was the bed flush with the wall that went inside the door, that went inside the building. Then one was close to the window, on the other side. So, there was three of us. And my third roommate was a gal named Wendy, and I believe that she was lesbian. I didn't know that at the time, because I didn't know anything about anything. It really was learning on the fly as I go. But I got along great with them. She was Caucasian, and my other roommate was Korean.
Martini:
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So first... Earlier we drove up to Fort Scott. We met a few barracks. What you described for clarification, was on the very first floor looking right out on the parade ground, at the extreme south end of the building, first floor room with windows facing outside, and a wonderful door to the outside.
Rao:
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Yes. Yes. Yes. So, you could kind of slip in and slip out without anybody knowing. That's why I feel that it hardly ever went up to the first floor, second floor. I hardly ever went there, because I had my other way to get out. Basically, I'd go inside the building only to have a shower. I think I went up those stairs a few times, maybe to meet somebody. It wasn't like I had major friends up there. I always went out, went out. And that's where I met the people that I was in contact with.
Martini:
So, any ballpark estimate how many women were living in there?
Rao:
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I don't know. There was three of us in that room. I mean, I would say at least 60. Maybe it was a hundred. I don't know. I hardly ever saw anybody. The thing is, that because I had my own door, we kind of did our own thing. I mean everybody else had to go through that main door. We didn't.
Martini:
Did they have you do formations in the morning or for special events out on the parade ground?
Rao:
We had exercise's that we used to do sometimes. There used to be stairs that used to go down the hill straight to Fort Scott. I remember going down those stairs several times. We used to run over there on the waterfront over there. But I also remember going down-
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Martini:
Do you mean Crissy Field?
Rao:
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Yeah, exactly. Exactly. From Port Point, and Crissy Fields. I also remember that we did go down to the main post, running down by the cemetery. We did that. The other way down towards Bakers Beach, maybe we did it also. It's all very vague in my head. Also, I remember that we used to do, go to the post gym, which is the Y M C A right now. We used to go to the post gym a lot, and we used to do classes over there too. I remember that I did an aerobics class over there. I remember that later on the aerobics that I learned... At that time, I don't think that people had to be really certified to be aerobic instructors. I had my first aerobics class over there, and people used to always talk about how I was so slow that I couldn't run and stuff. I thought, well, I'll show you. You just join an aerobics class with me, and I'll show you. So anyway, we used to go to the post gym a lot.
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Martini:
Now what about, I'm thinking of-
Rao:
Our P E test? Do you want to know about our P E test?
Martini:
Oh, definitely. Tell me about that.
Rao:
Our P E test was from Fort Point all the way down to the... What is that called? The St. Francis Yacht Club now?
Martini:
Yeah, the whole-
Rao:
...Used to be the officers, it was an officer’s club or what was it?
Martini:
The St. Francis Yacht Club?
Rao:
Yeah. Wasn't it for the officers at that time? I can't remember what was there exactly.
Martini:
It was a private yacht club. Very Tony's. Still is.
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Rao:
We used to run to those steps over there. That was our course. That was about two miles.
Martini:
Yes.
Rao:
I had to do that a lot. I was always the worst, always. I think the maximum that it could be to pass the test was 22 minutes for two miles. I just barely made it.
Martini:
Just barely made it.
Rao:
Yes.
Martini:
You mentioned your roommates when you were in, what was the makeup like racially of the peacetime army at Fort Scott?
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Rao:
I can't tell you exactly in my barracks how it was. I know that I was around a lot of African Americans, and Latinos, and some Filipinos, and my roommate. That's the only Korean I ever saw. I definitely didn't see anybody that was from India, for sure. My main contact was with a lot of African Americans, especially the guys.
Martini:
The guy. Oh, yeah?
Rao:
Yes.
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Martini:
They were friendly?
Rao:
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Yes. For one thing, everybody just thought it was so exotic that I was from India. A girl from India. They used to say things like, "Well, I've never had an Indian girl." When I started getting more confident, I said, "you never will." African Americans were probably a group that I had never had any contact with until I got in the military. Basic training, I had two sisters that were really good friends of mine. They were African American. Or was it in... Yeah, I think it was basic training. There were people all around me. There were many African Americans, and we were all living in close quarters, training together and stuff. It was an interesting experience. I don't think I really thought about, culturally, what anybody was. They were just different from me, and they happened to be African American.
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I think I started learning things just from being around people. Maybe I see certain things that are more done by African Americans versus a Latino or something. I didn't really make too many differentiations between anybody. All I know is that they were different from me, and they were quite interesting because they were different. Also, because there was nobody like me, nobody from my background, I didn't have anybody to turn to as far as anything relating to if I get upset, or I'm getting depressed or anything like that. I mean, if I am missing India or anything like that. There was nobody to talk to about that. I remember in 1984 in India, there was the Prime Minister at the time, Indira Gandhi, got assassinated. They were assassinated by her Sikh bodyguard. I started getting some letters from back home, because my dad and my stepmother were still living in New Delhi where I grew up.
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There was a Sikh taxi stand behind our house, and there was an older Sikh man. The Sikh men had really long hair, and they'd put it up into a turban. I remember that older man, he was so nice to everybody. Such a great guy. I had heard, and I don't know how I heard exactly, but I heard that they came into our middle-class neighborhood. I mean, we were kind of middle-class, upper middle-class neighborhood, which is usually kind of protected from these kinds of events of violence. They came into our neighborhood, and they were basically... People came into the neighborhood and started just burning people alive. I had heard that he was burned alive, that older man.
Martini:
Oh no. Oh no.
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Rao:
Yeah, It was the first time where I felt, really personally felt, something. Otherwise, it's just something happening there. But the fact it was happening in my neighborhood, behind my house, where my parents were, it really hit home.
I felt so isolated, because I felt like there was nobody, I could really talk to about it. If I talked to anybody, for them it was just like, "Well, why are you talking about another country? You're here, you're in the U S Army." You just felt like you had no one to turn to.
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Martini:
Was there a chaplain or anything? That was-
Rao:
Yeah, and I think I did talk to the chaplain. I think I may have talked to the chaplain. I kind of kept it to myself, because I felt like I didn't really get, that maybe... well, it's not that I didn't get the support that I wanted. I think maybe I just didn't feel comfortable enough to even talk about another country being in the U S Army.
Martini:
That must have felt very isolated.
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Rao:
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Yeah. I mean, I had these two gay friends. That was also my first time being around gay guys and finding out that, wow, we really hit it off, man. They were these two young white guys and very cute. One was super handsome, blonde and blue eyes. The other one had glasses, a little more dorky looking but both of them, my buddies. They used to scheme about how they were going to get thrown out of the military. That they're going to get caught while they're doing something, so they can get kicked out. They were always scheming how they were going to get out or maybe get caught smoking something and all that. I was like, "oh come on you guys-"
Martini:
Sounds like Corporal Clinger from MASH or something.
Rao:
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... "All right, you guys." I think maybe with them, I did share something about my emotions and stuff. For a lot of these people, they came from backgrounds where they really didn't know much about anything. Just like me. We just happened to take this opportunity. Main thing we had in common was that we were trying to escape from wherever we were coming from. We economically or studies wise, needed some kind of direction. The military gave us that direction. When I did finally talk to somebody, it was my major. Major Stephen, Stephen Hyde, and we had that feeling that I could talk. So, I did talk to him. I remember that he eventually worked it out so that I would get time off, and I went back to India.
Martini:
Wow. That's great. Yeah.
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Rao:
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Yeah. It helped me a lot. I went to him, and I said, " I'm not the type to not follow rules." I grew up in a Catholic school too, in India. For me, I will do what anybody tells me. Wearing a uniform is no big deal. I kind of like the fact that you don't have to think about what you're going to wear. You don't have to be rich or poor. We all kind of were the same, except I had a more faded uniform maybe, when I was in Catholic school. I kind of scared myself with the thoughts that I was getting in my head. Those guys used to talk about how they were going to get kicked out and we talked about what AWOL was, what going AWOL meant. I started having those kind of ideas without really understanding, really. And not really thinking so much, much about the repercussions, because all I was trying to do, was trying to find a way that I could maybe go back and be with my parents.
Martini:
You needed some family home fix.
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Rao:
I needed to go back to know that they were okay. It was because of that violence that I was just like, no. Hearing about this guy, I was like, oh, I got to go see them. So, I talked to my major about it. I'm really glad that I had the nerve to. If it had been a regular military unit, not the kind of this unique sphere that I was in, I don't know if I could have done that.
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Martini:
That's going up there in the chain of command. He was welcoming and understanding, these are important.
Rao:
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Oh yeah. I think he really appreciated the fact that I was open enough to even let this all out. The fact that he even understood, because I don't think he knew anything about India, but he did understand the feeling of you being afraid for your family. That this country is just so far away. That, how does it feel to be that far away? Everybody in the military was far away from their families, and other states and stuff. Even that distance was a lot, for a lot of people. I'm sure he could relate to that. I really appreciate it, because I don't know where I would've been.
Martini:
How long did you get to go back to India for?
Rao:
I'm trying to remember. I thought that it was pretty long. I think he let me go for like a month or something.
Martini:
Oh, that's good.
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Rao:
It was quite a while, because it's so far away. As far as the part in India when I was there, I really don't remember anything. It's really weird, but I don't. All I know is that they were okay. Don't remember.
Martini:
You were better when you got back?
Rao:
Oh yeah. Oh yeah. I think it was soon after that that I had the opportunity to go ahead and take the Defense Language Institute, the test that we had to take to see if we were capable or not. I passed it, but I barely passed it that second time too.
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Martini:
Go back a second. When you were talking about, you met all kinds of different people from different races. How did people react to you? I mean, aside from being different and guys were attracted, did you get any racist stuff?
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Rao:
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I don't really remember feeling like I was mistreated in that way at all. I don't even remember that at all. I just remember that we were kind of all in this together. I don't think they really knew what to do with me, because who, where's India anyway? People would be like, "Where are you from?" And I'm like, "I'm from India." I don't think people really knew where that was. When I'd say Indian, they'd say, "well, what tribe do you come from?" I'm like, "No, I'm, I'm not, what? No, I'm from the human tribe." People just didn't know.
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I didn't really have a lot of Indians around me when I was growing up in the U S. I think that in a way, it was the best thing that happened to me, because I was able to get to know many people. Before I even got in the military, I was around all kinds of people from all kinds of cultures. It just prepared me for the military, I think. There was nobody, I mean, there were a few Indian families. I think there was one that I knew, and that's it, when I was growing up in San Jose. That time it was all fields of fruit, vegetables where I lived in the Almaden Valley. They call it the valley of hearts Delight. I mean, I had to basically make do with whatever food we could find. For me, the kind of saving grace was that it was Mexican Chinese food. When I came, that was the closest to my kind of food.
Martini:
Yeah, the spices.
Rao:
Yeah. Then we also had a Korean family, and they saved me with their food too.
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Martini:
And this explains why the kimchi was okay.
Rao:
Oh yeah.
Martini:
What did you guys do for recreation when you got your time off? Did you hang around Fort Scott, or did you go-
Rao:
[00:50:30]
There was a baseball diamond in front of our... practically right in front. We used to go there to support our team. I remember that they taught me this. My first cheer, for the baseball team. It went like this, "Chew tobacco, chew tobacco, spit, spit, spit. Chew tobacco, chew tobacco, spit, spit, spit. If you ain't M-I, you ain't it." M-I, meaning military intelligence.
Martini:
This may be the only place that is preserved for posterity.
Rao:
It was all new for me. It was all kind of fun. I don't remember doing anything besides that really, except aerobics. I used to go down to the gym, to the Y down there. We used to be the post gym, and I used to like going to the aerobics classes.
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Martini:
The bowling center was still operating, wasn't it?
Rao:
Oh, yes. We did go bowling. We did. We did. We went bowling. We went to the movies down on the main post. I remember the movies. I think they were like one dollar, less than two dollars, something like that. Bowling alley, yeah. I used to bowl before I joined the military, so it was kind of something that I had had contact with. I did go to the bowling alley. We used to get not very good food over there, but at that time we thought it was great.
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Lots of the food in the military that I had in basic, and in A I T, and just even in Fort Scott, was all food that was all different from what I grew up with. I grew up with mostly Indian food and Chinese food and other kinds of foods. A lot of the food was from the South, and I had not had any contact with that. So, some of the greens that I had, the grits, the biscuits and gravy, and the pies. I had never had those things. In fact, the only time in my life that I gained that much weight was when I was in the military. That was at the beginning when I was in basic training. I ate everything in sight, because I just had never had it.
Martini:
Where'd you take your meals when you were at Fort Scott?
Rao:
[00:52:30]
I vaguely remember there being somewhere where we had, in that, one of those... I thought it was in one of those buildings right there on Fort Scott, that had a kitchen. The K P. What do you call it? The kitchen for us to eat? The dining hall. Yeah. It was somewhere in one of those buildings, because I didn't go very far to go to food. It was right there somewhere.
Martini:
Somewhere in the main parade ground. Yeah.
Rao:
Yeah. Well, I mean on Fort Scott.
Martini:
At Fort Scott, yeah.
Rao:
And I went to school just across the green over there.
Martini:
Yeah. Explain about going to school.
Rao:
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Part of the reason I wanted to join was my, well, not part of it, it was probably the main reason I joined, was with the idea of going study. I didn't think just about studying when I got out, because I knew I was going to get my benefits. It was the VEAP program, the Veterans Educational Assistance Program. I knew that I would get that when I got out. Only if I studied would I get it. That was kind of a motivation that, okay, if I get that when I get out, I really will study. Because, if I don't study, I'm not getting it. Then I would've spent all this time in the military. If I don't use the money, then that would've been kind of a waste for being there, because that's the main reason I went. While I'm at it, let me go study, also take classes while I'm in the military. When I was at Fort Scott, that's what I remember doing mostly with the time off I had, besides hanging out with the guys, would be to go study.
There was University of Maryland, was one of the programs that was there. Then there was Chicago based, I don't know if it was like a junior college or what it was. I can't remember exactly. I think there was also University of some Phoenix, also-
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Martini:
That'd be a big one.
Rao:
...Also was there. I think I took a psych class over there. I think maybe I took an English class, something like that.
Martini:
So, these were all accredited courses you were taking.
Rao:
Yeah, which I used later when I got out. I remember studying in Fort Scott, but when I moved overseas after that, I didn't study. I started studying over there, and it was just too much. Yeah. So, I gave up.
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Martini:
Do you have any memory of, which of the many buildings over here, where you had your classes?
Rao:
Yeah, it was opposite. It was opposite of where my 12-0-5 building was. I think it was right around here. I think it was 12-16 or 12-
Martini:
12-18.
Rao:
Yeah, I think it was right here. I think the jail was, what? Here, somewhere?
Martini:
Yes. You're pointing to the old guard house. The jail building.
Rao:
Yeah. I believe I used to walk across this way. I think this was it.
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Martini:
Yeah, it is. It's almost directly across from your barracks.
Rao:
Yeah. There it says education center. Yeah, that's where I was.
Martini:
Oh, excellent! What we're using for reference here is a 1990 map of Fort Scott with the buildings numbered and [inaudible 00:55:14] field. Your memory corresponds exactly to what we're seeing out there.
Rao:
Boy, I'm surprised.
Martini:
Another thing that I dug up was that you were in 12-0-5. The ones that flanked you, 12-0-4 and 12-0-6 were men's barracks. Okay?
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Rao:
Yes. I remember that.
Martini:
And was there fraternization?
Rao:
Fraternization? So, if you're talking about officers with the non-commissioned officers-
Martini:
No-
Rao:
...No. But if you're talking about us hanging out with the guys, oh yeah.
Martini:
Oh yeah?
Rao:
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This was like major introduction into hanging out with the guys. Well, the military period was my introduction to hanging out with the guys. I mean, in India, I had a boyfriend, but it was all very innocent compared to what I was introduced to.
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Rao:
... to what I was introduced to. And I remember that Battery Godfrey that you were talking about.
Martini:
Yes.
Rao:
Yeah. I was taken over there by a guy one time and at night. That mill, that MI building over there?
Martini:
Yeah.
Rao:
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That's by that, it was all dark. Nothing was over there. So we would go and park our car, and then we'd go walk up into that bunker, and we would be sitting out there, hanging out, and talking, and first time getting a little hot, hot and heavy yeah. But I'd have to say that in the military, what I learned is that, see, because I, okay, so this is a little embarrassing, but when I grew up in India thinking that I would be with an Indian guy eventually, and because, but that was just my scope of what I had around me, and I always thought that I would be with an Indian guy because I went to school in India and all that stuff.
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Well, then my mind started changing a little bit when I was in the military, and I said, "Well, if a person treats me good, and if I really care for this person, I have to really care for this person because I don't believe in sex before marriage and all that kind of stuff." But then after being around some of the women around there, I said, "Well, if I really care for that person, then okay, maybe." But I resisted for a long time. And actually, even when I got out of the military, I had never gone all the way amazing because when I went in, everybody's like, "You're going to be barefoot and pregnant by the time you get out." And I was like, "Uh-uh, ain't happening to me. You just watch." Because I had a goal. I really did have that goal that I was going to get out, and I was going to go to school.
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And I also, I think partially being, growing up in India, that I had some very strong things that, I mean ideas that I wanted to stick to, but I was open enough in my head at least. I opened up to the idea of going kind of all the way, but I never did because I had to care for somebody. I had to really care for someone. And I remember that this one guy, very first person that I went out with, I don't remember how exactly it happened, but when I arrived at the airport in San Francisco, he was there, and I kind of talked, I bantered with him, I talked with him or something. He was there, and I guess maybe I was in uniform. He was in uniform, and he saw me or something. We were chatting. And when I got to the base, there he was again.
And so now I was talking to Mr. Antonio Scoggins. That was his name.
Martini:
What was that?
Rao:
Antonio Scoggins was his name.
Martini:
Antonio Scoggins.
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Rao:
And I remember because he was the first guy that I went with, and he was from Philadelphia someplace, but he was the one that showed me that bunker over there. And he had a car. So that makes a difference too, because nobody else had a car. We didn't have cars.
Martini:
Yeah. Yeah.
Rao:
And I didn't really realize that he lived up in the married, those apartments up by the golf course?
Martini:
Yes. Yeah. Yeah.
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Rao:
I think that was those non-commissioned officers that were married stayed there.
Martini:
Yeah.
Rao:
Well, I didn't put two and two together. I didn't know that he lived there at the beginning. And then I think one time we went over there maybe once or twice, and I didn't really think about it. I just thought because he was a sergeant, that he had these quarters. I had no idea. What a shyster.
Martini:
He was married.
Rao:
Yes.
Martini:
Oh, geez.
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Rao:
I don't think she lived over there though. I don't think she was there, which I think was many times. Many of the folks were probably married, but they didn't have their families with them over there.
Martini:
If you're married, you rate getting quarters like that.
Rao:
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Yeah, yeah but he was the sweetest guy. Very nice. And he showed me lots of stuff that I had never experienced before, but he had asked me even to marry him. Now I'm trying to think how well that worked on me. But anyway, I didn't know he was married. And I'm like, "Nah."
Martini:
Nah.
Rao:
I was just going through things, enjoying life, and I didn't have any intentions of getting tied down to anybody. It was so far from my realm of possibility. And I was like, "Nah." And eventually we didn't stay together because I was like, "Yeah, this is too serious for me." But I mean, obviously he left a mark in my head.
Martini:
Oh, yeah.
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Rao:
And I also remember that behind that, those bunkers, that Godfrey, what was it called?
Martini:
Battery ...
Rao:
Godfrey.
Martini:
... Godfrey.
Rao:
There was a way to go left, and we would go down the hill, and there would be the nude beach down there.
Martini:
Yes.
Rao:
[01:01:30]
Right? And I remember that I went through all this poison oak, and I didn't know what poison oak was. And I remember that I wore, I had shorts on, T-shirt, short sleeves. You walked straight through the poison oak all the way down the hill. And oh boy, that was the first time I found out about poison oak. But also, I was like, "Oh my God." I saw guys without clothes on, and I had never seen that before.
Martini:
And to think that it happened with the Presidio.
Rao:
Oh yeah, it was a trip.
Martini:
So, you're talking about, it's a, they now call Martin's Beach.
[01:02:00]
Rao:
Oh, Martin's Beach, okay. Yeah.
Martini:
Yeah, and that's exactly what it's used for today too.
Rao:
Yeah, it was very cold. I mean, I was like, "What's so nice about this? Going in the water? Oh my God."
Martini:
How dangerous.
Rao:
You would just freeze to death. So that's what I would do. I would go in the water, because I mean, with this mentality of not living near the water, the idea is that you have to go in the water no matter how cold it is, right?
Martini:
Mm-hmm.
Rao:
[01:02:30]
So, I'd go in there, and I'd go full, complete all the way into the water, and a minute later, I'd be back out. But you'd freeze to death in there. You wouldn't feel your bodies. That's how you're able to stay there for a minute. And then I just come right back out, and yeah.
Martini:
Yeah, this isn't San Diego. Yeah.
Rao:
[01:03:00]
Yeah, oh, yeah. And there used to be a girl that I knew. Her name was Deborah. She was kind of some kind of a sergeant, and I think she stayed off post somewhere. I don't really know. See, because when they weren't with us in the barracks, I don't know. I don't know where they lived, but she was the one that took me down there another time. And she would go in the buff, but I couldn't go in the buff, no. Oh, no, no, no, no, no. But it was very uncomfortable for me, but I was trying to deal with it. And since I have bad eyesight, I just take the glasses off, and I didn't see anybody.
As it is, it was hard enough going and having a bath inside the basic, and then AIT, and then even later, because we were in these bathrooms with no privacy-
Martini:
Showers.
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Rao:
... showers, yeah. So, you're just having a shower in front of everybody. And I mean, growing up in India, I wouldn't even change in front of my mom, or my sister, or anybody. When we're getting older, we wouldn't change in front of each other. So that was just a very foreign concept for me when I came to the United States. And even high school, I'd kind of skirt around the changing room until everybody was gone, and then I would quickly change because I just wasn't used to it.
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Then when I get to the military, it's like, "Whoa, now you don't have a choice." And I was like, "Thank God my eyes are so bad because that way if I don't see them, they don't see me." And don't ... Only look from the neck up. Don't look down. And then, I mean, later on, I was based in Germany, and there there'd be nude beaches all the time. So, it's probably a good thing I went through that whole process.
Martini:
Broke yourself in here yeah.
Rao:
[01:04:30]
Yeah, but I also, in between, I was sent to the [inaudible 01:04:21] for primary leadership course for a month, and I met this Puerto Rican guy over there. He also was an experience. So basically, for me, the military was a lot of it was that kind of stuff.
Martini:
This is good, Anita. So, I'm glad to hear you made friends.
Rao:
I made lots of friends. I mean, then later I also met my first Pacific Islander here. I think he was from Samoa. His name was Julio. But anyway, yeah.
Martini:
So, you, you're at Fort Scott, and you applied, and you got into the Defense Language Institute?
Rao:
I did.
[01:05:00]
Martini:
But we're not talking about the big one down in Monterey.
Rao:
No. We were on top of the Douglas, General Douglas MacArthur Tunnel. So if you were to go down past Baker's Beach, and there's that, there used to be a big field where we used to play soccer. If you just walk up, that hill would be the back of the public health facility at. It was a hospital, basically.
Martini:
It was the old hospital. Yeah.
Rao:
Yeah. Yeah. And our room was like a hospital. It was exactly a hospital room where we lived, in double bucks. Yeah.
[01:05:30]
Martini:
Yeah. So, you actually moved into the?
Rao:
Yes.
Martini:
You lived in the hospital?
Rao:
[01:06:00]
Yeah, it was on 14th and Lake Street, 14th Avenue and Lake Street, and it was beautiful. But this place was different from being in Fort Scott, even though it was basically the same area except that our entrance was in the civilian world, whereas the other one was the military world. And I mean, it's ironic that the Golden Gate Bridge was right there at Fort Scott, but I don't really even remember much about the bridge. Because maybe we, I mean, we walked across and yeah, we did. I remember the sergeant said that he got promoted up on one of the towers, and I remember him telling me that. So yeah, I remember the bridge, but it's not like it really stuck in my head. More than anything, it was Fort Point where we started our military.
Martini:
The old brick fort. Yeah.
Rao:
Yeah.
Martini:
It was where you started your ...
Rao:
Point, and then where we started our what do you call it PE test.
Martini:
PE test.
Rao:
Yeah.
Martini:
Yeah.
[01:06:30]
Rao:
[01:07:00]
But that area, it was the first time that we were ... We used to have contact with the civilian world from Fort Scott, but we used to walk all the way down through the main post out the Lombard Gate, and we would walk over to North Beach. I mean that there was a disco over there. I remember it was called The Palladium. And we had no money. I mean, I don't know why we had no money, because we were earning money. I don't know what we did with our own money, but we were always broke. And I remember walking all the way over there, and I think we were allowed to go there if we were under 21 or something. I can't remember exactly. And then we used to walk all the way back at late at night. There's no way to get back home.
No. Definitely didn't have money for a taxi or anything like that. So yeah, we would walk all the way back. But I do remember mainly that we would party on post, because on post, it was you could be 18 years old, and you could drink at the time.
Martini:
Right.
[01:07:30]
Rao:
I remember that. Because it was like, "Well, what do you do when you want to spend your money? You want to have a good time"? Well, you just go down to the NCO club, which was down on the main post. So we were at the NCO club a lot. A lot.
Martini:
Is that he building that's still there now? The National Cemetery?
Rao:
Yep, exactly.
Martini:
We've [inaudible 01:07:45] the Golden Gate Club today.
Rao:
Yeah, exactly. That was our major hangout.
Martini:
So, you didn't have to be an NCO to go to the NCO club?
Rao:
No.
Martini:
There wasn't. Okay.
Rao:
[01:08:00]
[01:08:30]
No. No. And I learned about every kind of liquor that exists on this earth over there. I remember I had a White Russian and a Black Russian, and I don't remember what was in it, but I had those, and I had on my, I think it was on my 20th birthday, we went over there to the NCO club, and we had so many gins that until today, I'm almost 56, I cannot stand the smell of gin. I had so much, and I was so drunk. I passed out, and I have no idea even to today how I got back up there to Fort Scott. But yes, I remember the NCO club.
Martini:
You talked about the civilian world. When you went off post, did you wear civilian clothes, or did you wear your uniform? Were you required to wear?
Rao:
No civilian clothes.
Martini:
Yeah.
Rao:
I remember when we were ... So, I want to back up a second because-
Martini:
Yeah. Yeah.
Rao:
[01:09:00]
[01:09:30]
... when I was at Fort Scott, when we went to the civilian world, it was at Palladium in North Beach. And then the other place was Fisherman's Wharf. It was always Fisherman's Wharf. And it was very exciting for us because we had never had any kind of experience like that ever before. Most of us from little towns and me, I grew up in San Jose. I hardly went anywhere when I was in San Jose. So it was very exciting to be at Fisherman's Wharf and especially Ghiradelli Square area, because that was closer to the post. And I remember there was this African American guy that, I think he's still there today. He sings, and he makes poetry, and he talks, and he says a little in every kind of language I can think. He had that hat on. He's still there. I've seen him recently.
Martini:
He's a street performer? Yeah.
Rao:
Yeah, and he can speak in all these different languages. I mean, last time I probably saw him was maybe a few years ago, but he was still there, same guy, yeah. So that was my only memory of somebody that's still there in my civilian world that started out from my experience in the Presidio at that time, which is pretty amazing.
Martini:
Yeah.
[01:10:00]
Rao:
But besides that, we didn't go anywhere really in the civilian world. But when I was at the Defense Language Institute, I mean, the exit is right there on 14th Avenue.
Martini:
Right.
Rao:
[01:10:30]
So, if you go down, everywhere around there was all kinds of things. There was the Alexandria Theater, if you can go to the movies over there. You could go down to the left, and we would go over to Clement Street a lot because I love Asian food. I'm Asian, so half Asian. So of course, I was looking for my rice and stuff. So, it was very exciting going on Clement Street, and I found Indonesian restaurants over there. I found just all kinds of food that I just loved. So I was in my element, and I hardly ever went anywhere else besides that. Marina, I used to go before. Oh, yes, sorry. When I was at Fort Scott, I went to the marina district, and on Union Street, there used to be an Indian restaurant called Pasant. And that's where I used to get my Indian food.
[01:11:00]
And ironically, it was South Indian food, which when I came back from the military, it was years before San Francisco ever had any South Indian food because Pasant went out of business in San Francisco. And so, I used to have to go to Berkeley to find my food. Yeah.
Martini:
This is great. So, what were, San Francisco had kind of a reputation during the Vietnam War not being friendly to the military. What was it? What was it like in the eighties?
Rao:
[01:11:30]
[01:12:00]
So first of all, I don't remember there ever bringing any control going out the Lombard Gate. And I don't remember that we had a closed base. I believe I remember it being open yeah, and which was not how it was when I went to Germany or any other base that I visited. So that was kind of unusual, but I don't remember really. I may have had contact with civilians, like the civilians that worked for the military, but really contact with civilian people. Hardly at all. And I mean, it's not because there was any reason why I shouldn't have. It's just that my world was this world that I had around me. And I mean, I'm talking about even smaller than even the military base. The Fort Scott was my world. And even that was even just my world with the people I used to talk to or hang out with.
[01:12:30]
When you're on Fort Scott, those buildings are one after another. And when you're walking down towards the baseball diamond over there, I mean, you're walking across all these people sitting out on the steps because that's where we would hang out. We would sit in front of the building on the steps, and you'd be walking by, and guys are saying all kinds of stuff to you, and you'd learn how to say stuff back to them, or you're strutting your stuff or whatever when you're going by. And that was kind of the walk that we would do. That was, that's where you would preen your feathers or-
Martini:
Okay.
Rao:
It's a walk.
Martini:
[01:13:00]
It's interesting because here at the Park Archive, we have all these photos of life on post, and it seems like traditional, the soldiers hung out on the front steps of their barracks.
Rao:
Well, where else were we going to go?
Martini:
I don't know.
Rao:
I mean, if you're not drinking the NCO club, well, you had to hang out somewhere.
Martini:
Some place.
Rao:
[01:13:30]
And I mean, if the girls are not going to just hang out with the girls, and the guys aren't just going to hang out with the guys. We're going to be just be somewhere where we can see each other. And the log cabin we had a couple of times, we had some events over there. I remember for our, what do you call it? For the USA [inaudible 01:13:29], we had a couple of events in the log cabin over there. That I do remember because it was kind of unusual, different.
Martini:
Was the log cabin at that time, was it special events, or a hall, or was it just a regular, like the NCO club? What was it?
Rao:
No, it wasn't like the NCO club at all. It was just a big cabin. I don't remember it being anything fancy or anything. It used to have like-
Martini:
So, you couldn't just drop by, and get drinks, or play pinball, or any of those things?
Rao:
No, no, no, no. It was like an event space kind of thing. Yeah.
Martini:
Yeah. That's what it is now.
[01:14:00]
Rao:
Oh, okay. Yes. That's what even, I mean, and when you're talking about the chapel, I think when I went to the chapel, I may have gone to the base chapel down on the main on sixth army headquarter side. I may have gone to a chapel, the chapel down there. But the one up by Fort Scott, I don't remember ever going to it. Oh, okay. Yeah, because I don't remember that.
Martini:
Yeah, the chapel was one closest to the NCO club. Kind of looks like an old mission type of thing.
Rao:
Yeah.
[01:14:30]
Martini:
That was, I think Protestant, and Little St. Mary's next to the officer's club was Catholic.
Rao:
Oh.
Martini:
Yeah.
Rao:
Well, honestly, I don't even remember so much going there because we had other things to distract us.
Martini:
So, you hear stories about, okay, in the military today about sexual harassment in the military. Do you catch any of that?
[01:15:00]
Rao:
[01:15:30]
Well, there was this, he was an officer. I think he was a colonel actually. He was kind of a small guy, kind of skinny, bald. I don't remember what he was exactly. He had little darker skin like me. But you know how sometimes you feel like a person who is small of stature has to prove that, feel like they have to prove themselves? Well, this guy was probably the only one that I really felt a little intimidated by because of who he was besides the post commander, of course. Lieutenant Colonel Atchison was Lieutenant Colonel Atchison.
Martini:
Yeah.
Rao:
Yeah. But yeah, this particular guy, I remember he used to have his office. I think it was in the front on the second floor facing the parade ground and ...
Martini:
In the headquarters building?
Rao:
[01:16:00]
[01:16:30]
Yeah. In the headquarters building, that was our office. And I was on the other side, so I was towards the front, but when you'd come up the stairs, I'd be to the left. He would be to the right. And I just remember him just saying things, but I don't remember exactly what it was, but I felt very uncomfortable and kind of dirty. But because he was a officer, you just take it, and you've had things said to you. And even when you're ... Guys say kind of stuff to you all the time with the little sexual innuendos that aren't always very pleasant. And in the military, I definitely went through that many times, but it was okay. I could kind of deal with it.
Martini:
With enlisted guys.
Rao:
[01:17:00]
Yeah, but this felt very strange. And because he was also an officer, so what are you going to do? I mean, I was just like a specialist. I can't remember if I was a Spec 3, I think at the time, and I was a PFC. And yeah, I just felt I'd always try to get out of the office, just try to get away from there. And then one day, I came into the office, and oh, he was known also for kind of getting drunk. But one day, I came into the office, and I was coming up the stairs. And as I'm up coming up, he's being carried out on a stretcher. So ...
Martini:
What happened?
Rao:
[01:17:30]
He came totally drunk to work. And all I know is that I was so relieved. I never saw him again. That was the end of that.
Martini:
Probably transferred or something. So, he never tried anything? He was just sleazy, making?
Rao:
He was yeah. He was out of there. One thing I will tell you is about Letterman Hospital. Yeah.
Martini:
Yeah. You had to go to Letterman.
Rao:
[01:18:00]
So, when I first came in the military, originally, I came from India, so I didn't really ... In India at the time, the idea was that if you are a woman, there's no need for you to go have a pap smear unless you're married, and you've had sex. Right?
Martini:
Right.
Rao:
[01:18:30]
So I went to Letterman, and they gave me what, as far as I can remember, my first pap smear, and the instrument that they used was too big. And because he didn't ask me any questions, I was in dire pain, and I was screaming. And I remember him saying something like, "Well, oh, I'm sorry. I didn't realize that you were a virgin." And I'm like, for me, I was just embarrassed, period. Because anything like that was not something I'd ever been through that anybody was touching your private parts, or looking at you, or anything. We didn't even change in front of each other practically.
[01:19:00]
Or if somebody changed in front of me, I'd turned the other way because I just not used to that. But I was so uncomfortable because I never really been through it, and I didn't know what to expect. So, I didn't know what was normal and what was not normal. So, it makes me upset to think that this person would just assume something like that, but maybe it's a reflection of everybody else. But I mean, still, it wasn't cool yet. So, I remember that. So, when I go by Letterman, that's what comes to my head.
Martini:
I'm sorry. I shouldn't laugh. But that-
Rao:
I know. But it is funny.
Martini:
Yeah.
[01:19:30]
Rao:
[01:20:00]
'Cause I'm like, "Oh." And then the other thing is that I have this vague memory of reading while I was in the military base over there, that there was this doctor that was doing pap smears that was actually touch, feeling, touching up people. And I think it was him. I'm not sure, I can't remember the details, but even if he was touching or feeling up, I wouldn't know because I had never been, had never gone through a pap smear before. How did I know what was normal and not normal? And in a way, I think that ignorance has saved me from feeling something that would maybe scar me today is because I didn't even know what to expect. All I know is that I was really uncomfortable, period. Because I was not used to going through something like that, right. So, who knows? I don't know.
[01:20:30]
Martini:
Listening to your talk, it's amazing how you were experiencing everything for the first time from where you came from, and you got such a positive attitude.
Rao:
Yeah, I mean I think-
Martini:
There was some weird things, but ...
Rao:
I think that the military in a way was sometimes in life you have certain, maybe you, you're reborn in life a few times.
Martini:
Yeah.
Rao:
[01:21:00]
And definitely the military was that for me. I mean, I had an education like I've never had an education before, and these are the kind of things that I think actually maybe make me what I am today, is that I had all this exposure, and I didn't have anybody to turn to. And so, I had to figure things out as I went along with whoever was around me and whatever was around me. And I think that was great that I didn't really have say an Indian person to turn to, or my family to necessarily turn to. I was kind of on my own. This was the first time I was kind of on my own.
[01:21:30]
Martini:
You're a very gregarious person, and being a tour guide and airline attendant, you have to be.
Rao:
Yeah.
Martini:
Were you that way when you got here? Or did you learn to become open and gregarious?
Rao:
[01:22:00]
[01:22:30]
So, my dad was a very, very fun-loving, talkative person. He talked to every Tom, Dick and Harry. So, I think I got it partially from him. And I have a very talkative family. My brother and sister do very well. My other brother's very quiet, but that's probably because we never let him talk. But yeah, we were talkative as it is, but learning how to talk the American way was definitely not anything I knew. And when I first came to the United States, I was very quiet because I just felt like, I mean, it was different. Everything was different. Even though I spoke English when I came, because we grew up speaking English, but the accent was different. The way we would dress is different. Everything was different. And I felt so kind of alienated from everybody, so very quiet. And the only people we'd hang out with was with each other.
[01:23:00]
My brother, my brother that's just one year above me who also just retired from the military about a year ago, he and I were the ones that hung out together. And the other place I went, was church because my brother at the time, eldest brother, so two and a half years above me, he used to go to church, and he's the one that kind of introduced us to people at the church. So those were the people I knew. And the only other people I knew were all immigrants that were like me, kind of lost. The main ones I remember I actually Vietnamese, and I remember them. I mean, this was 1977 when we first came. So that was right after Vietnam, and yeah, many Vietnamese, and this was in San Jose.
[01:23:30]
There's a big Vietnamese community there even today.
Martini:
Today.
Rao:
[01:24:00]
But they were the ones that I remember the most, either the church or these folks. And yeah. And that all also was such an experience because I was used to being the cool kid in the Indian school. I knew everybody. Then I went to the American school in India, and my sister became the cool kid. And I was not the cool kid because I was a little bit more Indian and maybe I wasn't into sports. And I noticed that was the main thing I remember was moving from the Indian school to-
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Rao:
And I noticed, that was the main thing I remember was moving from the Indian school to the American school. Then instead of having to be good in studies, I had to be good in sports.
Martini:
Sports.
Rao:
And now all of a sudden it was flipped around that my sister was shining because she had this opportunity to try sports and she was really good at it and I wasn't. Anyway, I'm rambling now.
Martini:
[01:24:30]
So, at the Defense Language Institute school there at the old public health service, is that where you picked up all the additional languages?
Rao:
No, only German.
Martini:
Only German.
Rao:
[01:25:00]
Only German. But I have to say that, I mean, even today, that is my dream come true. Somebody paying me to study a language and that's it. Wow. I would do that any day if anybody offered me that opportunity again. And it was about eight months long. So, it was single soldiers that were studying Korean, Spanish, and German. And Korean, I believe was a longer program than the German program. And I think Spanish was a shorter program than the German program.
And we did everything right there in that building. We ate in that building and we went to school in that building. We lived in the building, everything was there. Then we would go behind and we walked down the hill to that field back there, and we would play soccer and things like that. And we had to play soccer in German.
[01:25:30]
We had to learn [German 01:25:31], all these terms in German. And that's where I caught my foot in the gopher hole, and I broke my foot. Then I walked back up the hill with that broken foot, not realizing that I'd broken it. But when I used to live up on the hill over there, I bought a bicycle. And that's when I started biking around, bicycling around in the city itself, because I had this bicycle. But of course, when I broke my foot, I couldn't.
[01:26:00]
But anyway, what I do remember is that the program was the best. I mean, even today I studied several languages after that, the best language program I had ever been to. And I think the secret was, first of all, that day one, you speak in the language, they don't let you speak in English at all, and they speak to you in that language.
Martini:
Total immersion.
Rao:
[01:26:30]
Yeah. I mean, day one, meaning when you started studying the language, because what they do before that, at least what I remember is that first they spend, I thought it was around two weeks or something, that they would spend making you understand your own language. So, we made sure that we understood our own grammar and parts of speech and all that in English. And once we got those concepts really in our head, because when you're just speaking your own language, you're not thinking that "Oh, that's a noun, that's a verb, that's a this, that's a that." No, you're not thinking about that.
[01:27:00]
So, when we understood that, then when they jumped to pure German, then you knew what they were talking about. And I remember feeling kind of confused at the beginning, but at the end, man, whoa, we could speak. I knew the books that we had; it was like these little books that we used to have to do exercises in. So you'd have talking, speaking, and then you would also have these books that homework that we used to do and the homework, they were all little books like that. And it was amazing.
[01:27:30]
And I remember Habass, he was a big, heavy American gentleman, really nice, like big Santa Claus type. And we loved him. We loved Habass. And eventually he ended up, actually, he had to leave. And I don't remember why he had to leave, but we kind of all fought to... because we wanted him to stay. And when I became a civilian, I actually met him again. He was making some kind of artwork and I used to chat with him.
Martini:
So, because you picked up German and then they transferred you to Germany? Because of the expertise?
[01:28:00]
Rao:
[01:28:30]
Yeah, I think so. Yeah. Because I was a 71 Lima German language qualified, which means that I had the secretarial skills as well as the language. And I mean, we used to learn beer drinking songs, wine drinking songs, Christmas carols and all that. And I thought, "Man, these people are crazy. Why are we learning all this stuff?" So we learned military terminology also in German, like panzer means a tank, or do you want me to sing one of the German songs that we...
Martini:
Please.
Rao:
[01:29:00]
Goes like this. (Singing). When you drink wine, that's what you sang. (Singing). So I sang all these Christmas songs when I went to Germany and I used to sing all these wine and beer drinking songs when I went to Germany. And oh, they thought I was the coolest thing. So now I understand why I learned it. But then I thought, "God, what is wrong with these people?"
Martini:
Before we leave the Presidio, we'll talk briefly about any of your military years, but is anything memorable aside from your day-to-day life, any big events, VIPs coming or any that jumps out at you? Red letter days?
Rao:
[01:29:30]
Honestly, I don't remember much of anything because a lot of things were happening down on the main post. We never went there. And I remember there was a few times where there were things happening at the officer's club, and we would go down there, but we couldn't go in. But I don't remember what exactly was going on. I don't remember all those things because for me, I was just, it was my daily life, whatever I was doing. And I was kind of in Lala Land. And also, because we were just in our own world up there, we didn't have that much contact down there on the main base. The main thing I remember is I dated a guy that was in the Army band, and he was out down there.
[01:30:00]
Martini:
They had a little building right out, near the flagpole.
Rao:
Yeah, exactly. So, I used to date him. I remember that. But otherwise, no.
Martini:
Do you remember his name?
Rao:
[01:30:30]
Oh gosh, I should. He was really tall, African American and he played a saxophone. I'd never seen a saxophone in my life. I was pretty fascinated. But he was too nice. That was the problem. Everybody else was not so nice. Well, they were nice, but you know what I mean. And we used to go sometimes, so one of the outings we did do that was off the base is we went to the Oakland Army base, and we used to go party over there sometimes. So that was a big outing for us.
Martini:
Oh, at the Oakland Army base?
Rao:
Yeah.
Martini:
Yeah, that's right. Because they had their own [inaudible 01:30:47] clubs.
Rao:
[01:31:00]
And this guy had a car, and he is the one that drove me there. And I remember also that we saw some kind of music festival at Lake Merritt. I didn't know it was Lake Merritt. I just remember it being really beautiful. And then now I live right next to Lake Merritt. I'm like, "Oh my goodness, I've already been here years ago."
Martini:
Because there were some events, but it would be after you had left, like when the pope came and...
Rao:
Oh, no, I don't remember that.
Martini:
Yeah, I think you'd already left. A little far field, did anyone ever talk about it, or was there any discussion or any knowledge that the Presidio was National Park Service, it was kind of become a future site of-
[01:31:30]
Rao:
[01:32:00]
Nope. And I mean, even if I did hear it, it's not something that stayed in my head. I mean, really, it's kind of strange because you were in your military life and your military world in a base that was open to the public, but we just didn't seem to have that much contact with the public because we're in our own world. There's nobody that is dressed in uniforms like we are. Nobody is eating at these mess halls like we are. Nobody's having to get up and do exercise and do PE tests and nobody's going through all this.
So, for us, those people over there are just not even in our realm of existence. How do you even talk to a person like that? Because your speak is your military speak, you don't know how to talk to a civilian. But I mean, I was probably the best candidate to get out of the military, but when I got out of the military, I almost went right back in because it just was scary.
[01:32:30]
[01:33:00]
It was scary leaving the military. I felt like the military now that when I look back, I think actually in a way, the military was the easiest thing to do because everything's done for you. You don't have to think, you know exactly what to wear. They tell you when to get up, they tell you what to do. And I know that I'm not going to starve. I know that I'm going to have a roof over my head. I'm never going to be destitute. I will not, because the military takes care of its people. And I made money. I made more money than I ever had up to that point. But what I did with it, I never had any money. I think I got my first checking account, and I used to bounce checks all the time. I had no idea how to do anything really. And I never learned how to drive either.
Martini:
You don't drive?
Rao:
I got out of the military without learning how to drive. I'm very proud of that fact.
[01:33:30]
Martini:
So, you got transferred to Germany and-
Rao:
I was in Worms, Germany.
Martini:
Worms?
Rao:
Yeah, like Worms, like WRNS.
Martini:
Okay.
Rao:
[01:34:00]
Worms, Germany in a place called [German 01:33:45], and I basically got asked to be in charge of this German American friendship club called the Kontakt Club, K-O-N-T-A-K-T. And there was no Kontakt Club on the military base in Worms. And they wanted me to start one. And I was completely lost because just telling me to do something, I mean, what? I'm in a foreign country, never lived in this foreign country before or any foreign country besides India and America. I didn't know what to do. And I'm speaking a language that's not my language.
[01:34:30]
And then when you come over there, what I speak is high German. That's what I was taught. You come over there and they have a whole different dialect. Instead of saying, [German 01:34:29], they'd say, [German 01:34:29]. I'm like, " Wait a minute, what? What did you say?" You don't understand. And of course, you're in the military base, so you're in your own little American existence there, but you're being told to do something that's outside of that safe haven that you're in.
[01:35:00]
And you have some German civilians working in the base, that's about your only contact to Germans. But now you're supposed to go out there and talk to just anybody. And you're supposed to bring these people together? No. I mean, I was so naive, and I think it's partially coming from the Presidio going to Germany. I'd come from quite a relaxed military experience compared to many people. And not that Worms was not relaxed. It was kind of relaxed. It wasn't like being in [German 01:35:17] or in infantry unit or anything like that. But it was definitely more organized.
[01:35:30]
And I remember the colonel calling me into his office. I even have his face in my head even now, and he was kind of a tall gentleman, and he seemed to have kind of a nice demeanor. I was used to my major, my major was very nice to me. He's the one that let me go all the way back to India.
[01:36:00]
Anyway, so he asked me like, "Okay, so you've just graduated from the Defense Language Institute, and we have this thing, we want to start this club called the Kontakt Club. So, the German American Friendship Club." And I'm like, "Of course." I'm not understanding a darn thing. And he says, " Well, what do you think about that? Would you be able to do that? What do you think about it?" And I said, "Well, actually, Colonel," and I was about to say no. And he's like, "Who do you think you are? You're in the United States Army." And I'm like, "Oh." That was it. I said, "Yes, sir. Yes, sir."
Martini:
This is not a friendly request.
Rao:
[01:36:30]
Oh, no. I mean, make it sound like it is, but it isn't. And then our office, for my little office was right outside the walls of the military base. It was on civilian land. And I remember I just walked in that building, there's nobody around to really see or check what you're doing. And I had a little corner, a little office, and I just opened the door, and I would sit in there and I'd go to sleep, because I didn't know what to do. I didn't know how.
[01:37:00]
I wasn't a manager. I didn't know how to manage anything or do anything. But eventually the civilian department, the public affairs department helped me and got me contacts with the TV station. I had an interview, and they had a write up in the... What was it called, The Stars and Stripes?
Martini:
Stars and Stripes.
Rao:
[01:37:30]
Yeah. And they did a thing on the Kontakt Club. And then I became the coordinator and all that stuff. And we were very successful. We were voted the best Kontakt Club in Germany, a new Kontakt Club in Germany. But unfortunately, I never learned about managing anything. So, after I left, they found somebody who didn't speak German, a soldier. And I mean, basically it didn't survive because I didn't set it up as an entity that would survive because nobody taught me how.
Martini:
But you made it work. You made it happen.
Rao:
I did.
Martini:
You had your orders, and it happened.
Rao:
Well, I found out that there were so many fun things to do, and so I had to organize all these things and it was a lot of fun. We went drinking and eating, and we went over to [German 01:37:53] and traveled over there and we went to the Munich October Fest. And we did so many things. We rode our bikes on the Rhine, and it was great.
[01:38:00]
Martini:
So you were in the military, what, five years?
Rao:
It was almost five years. I think it was four years and seven months.
Martini:
Did you get out because just your enlistment was up?
Rao:
[01:38:30]
So first of all, I had enlisted only for three years at the beginning. But when I got that opportunity to take that test again for the Defense Language Institute, and I did pass. And now they were offering me the defense languages. So it was with the caveat that I had to have at least two years when I got out. And so, then I said, "Yes, I'd extend." So, I did.
Martini:
All right. And you departed from Germany and came back?
Rao:
[01:39:00]
Yeah, I was in Worms, Germany. And at that time, I got travel a lot in Europe. It was the first time I'd ever traveled on my own, backpacking. I went on europass and SATO office was there to get us on all kinds of trips. And so, I did a lot of that traveling. And during that time, there was the Berlin bombing that happened. That was in a discothèque in Berlin. And I think it was in response to, wasn't it Gaddafi, [inaudible 01:39:15] or something, that bombing? I think it was, wasn't it? It was in the 80s, because [inaudible 01:39:22] '85 to '87 that I was in Worms.
[01:39:30]
[01:40:00]
And I remember, because now I had civilian German friends too, because of the club, the Kontakt Club. Oh, and the Kontakt Club also, even though there was fraternization was frowned upon on the base, in the Kontakt Club, it was so... because we were all in civilian clothes, we're not military clothes. So, we had officers in our club and they were my buddies, and we used to hang out and we didn't go out with each other. But even if people went out with each other, I don't know what would've happened. Because that club brought us all together. It didn't matter if you were an officer or not an officer. This was a way to have contact with the local community that was around us, which was the German community.
Martini:
So weren't just a little pocket of American GIs surrounding that...
Rao:
[01:40:30]
No, that's what that idea was, that we should meet people and we should know the culture and all that. I mean, it's not like everybody flocked to the Kontakt Club, but the people that did were totally into hanging out and with other people and other cultures and meeting girls of course, and guys. And some of them did get married and or got together and then didn't stay together and then blamed me for it. But it was a great place to meet people.
Martini:
In really last few minutes, what was your life like after you got out of the military? How'd you get to be where you are now?
Rao:
[01:41:00]
Well, like I said, when I got out, I was still kind of lost. And actually, I wasn't interested in studying. I felt like I'd been busy for so long that I didn't want to study. I didn't want to do anything. But I mean, that idea that I would throw away this money that I would be getting if I studied was like, "No way." And thank God I had that hanging over my head because it kind of gave me that direction that I needed after I got out of the military, like what do I do now?
[01:41:30]
But I mean, at the very beginning, oh, it was scary. I didn't know how to talk to people. And I was a real talker, but I just didn't know how. I felt like when I came from into the United States, same kind of thing. How do I talk to people?
[01:42:00]
And our realities are so different. I mean, you're just kind of dumped and now you're supposed to figure things out. You're supposed to figure out where to live and how to live and how to get food. And that's why I said that the military, in a way, was the easiest thing. I knew I would have everything. I need the basics, I have it. And I'm always going to have somebody around me. There's people there. You have all that support system. And the minute you get out, it's like, oh, it's so isolating.
And I was probably the perfect candidate to go out and leave the military and be a civilian. But no, it was scary. And I wanted to sign up to be a weekend warrior because I still felt too scared to leave.
Martini:
You mean the Army reserves?
Rao:
[01:42:30]
Yeah, Army reserve. And I would get a little bit of money, and that was kind of comforting to me. But when I got out of the military, I went back to India to see my family, to see my dad and my stepmother and stuff. And I think that was probably good that I did do that because it kind of slowly, slowly nurtured me because I had people that I knew from home back with me. And I felt better when I came back because now, I'd had a little civilian contact.
So then when I came back, then it was easier. And then I didn't want to go back to military, I was back to wanting to do go to college.
[01:43:00]
Martini:
Did you get to go to college?
Rao:
[01:43:30]
I did. And I remember that when I was in the military, I had this guy's face, even in my head, he used to be at the Defense Language Institute. He was Puerto Rican and he used to always sit over there. I don't know if he used to check us in or what, but he used to sit over there, and he'd have his newspaper. And one time I grabbed his newspaper, and I started just reading it. It was in Spanish, but I was reading whatever I thought... I was just reading, and I didn't understand Spanish, didn't know anything about it, but he says, " You have a good accent." And that's when, later on, I was like, "Oh. He said I have a good accent. Maybe I'll just study Spanish."
So, I studied Spanish. That's thanks to the military too, because if it hadn't been for that, maybe I wouldn't have done it. I had no idea what to study.
Martini:
Where'd you go?
Rao:
I went to City College.
Martini:
Here in San Francisco?
Rao:
Mm-hmm.
Martini:
All right.
[01:44:00]
Rao:
But wait a minute. Before that I did do a couple of classes at Evergreen in San Jose.
Martini:
Oh.
Rao:
[01:44:30]
Yeah. My mom was still in San Jose at the time. But yeah, it was City College. And then I did all my general subjects over there. And then I transferred to State, San Francisco State. And then San Francisco State, I did an exchange program with them to San Diego State for a semester. And while I was there, I met this guy and kind of got enchanted by him, and he was studying Latin American studies and Spanish. And so, I started practicing my Spanish with him because I was going to the junior college in... No, wait, am I getting.... Yeah, no. I left San Diego State, and I went over to a junior college, and then I did a semester as a student from San Francisco State in San Diego State.
[01:45:00]
So, I did both, I did junior college, and I also did the San Diego State one semester. But you know what, wait a minute. Let me go back, because actually I started out in San Diego State, so I did a visiting student. So, my first semester in the state system was not San Francisco State, it was San Diego State. But that's because I went over there and I went to a junior college before that, and I just wanted something different. So, I went over to San Diego kind of off the fly. I don't know if there was somebody I knew or what, but I went there.
[01:45:30]
And then I used to go across the border to Tijuana and get my little Latino experience because I was so frustrated because after being in the Defense Language Institute, learning Spanish in a civilian atmosphere was no good, because I had had the best. And now people were speaking so much English in class that I felt like nobody was learning anything and I couldn't stand it. I just had no patience for that.
[01:46:00]
And that's because German in the military and my French teacher that I had back in the US school in India, they were excellent. So, after that, I wanted to go on an exchange program, and I had said, "That's the only way I'm going to be able to really speak." So, I went to Tijuana first, and I used to cross over the border, and I lived there for four months because I used to go to the tourist office and the girl over there says, "Oh, well, we have an apartment, we have a room available. Why don't you just move in?" So, I did. And I would go to San Diego State. And then...
Martini:
And now you work two careers now, right? You fly, you're a flight attendant?
Rao:
Mm-hmm.
[01:46:30]
Martini:
And you're a member the San Francisco Tour Guide Guild, which is how we know each other. So, when did you start flying?
Rao:
[01:47:00]
1994 is when I joined the airline as a reservation’s person. And then two years later, I became a flight attendant. And when I became a flight attendant was just because I kind of fell into it. I fell into working in the airline. Also, it was because my father got sick and I was working for an import/export firm in South [inaudible 01:47:06], and my dad got really sick. He fell into the coma and all of a sudden, we rushed back to India. And then they were very nice to people at the company because they were selling Indian clothes, actually. And so, they were very thoughtful and they kept my job for me for quite a long time.
[01:47:30]
But then I wanted to stay to go through the grieving process and go through all the rituals and whatever we were doing. So, I finally wrote to them and said, "Thank you for keeping the job open for me." I mean, actually, I think they said that we can't keep it open anymore. And I was like, "Well, that's okay."
Martini:
End of the career.
Rao:
Yeah.
Martini:
[01:48:00]
But I got to imagine that the language skills you picked up, I've heard you when you doing tour guide work. I can imagine you use it a lot flying, too.
Rao:
[01:48:30]
Well, I think the military also taught me all the arranging of programs and tours and all that stuff, that's out of the military. Because in contact in Worms, I had to set up programs for people. That's what I did. And also, well, besides the programs, I was also supposed to receive the new soldiers that were based in Worms. I used to have to give them city tours of Worms. And Worms is a very historic place. It was where the Martin Luther Reformation happened, all those Jewish cemeteries over there. So, I had to take them around. So, I mean, I was getting all that experience. And ironically, before in Fort Scott, I remember them giving me this kind of, some kind of a test that determines what kind of things you'd be good at. And I remember that they said that I would be good as a teacher or a tour guide.
Martini:
And you did.
Rao:
And there you go.
[01:49:00]
Martini:
So, any closing thoughts or feelings or about your time in the military, especially here?
Rao:
[01:49:30]
Well, I mean, it is such a privilege to be able to go through the Presidio and tell another story. I feel like the military aspects of it, you can read a whole bunch of stuff all over the place, and if you want to learn from a book, you can. But I mean, somebody said living history to me, well, in a way, we are living history because we have our own little stories. And I feel like the stories is what makes it so alive, because you really feel what that person went through and what it was like to live there as a...
[01:50:00]
I wasn't any big colonel. I wasn't any big anything. I'm just a person that was living here as a Joe Blow soldier, foot soldier, and just how our life was. And so, when I share that with people, their reaction tells me that it's pretty interesting to them.
[01:50:30]
And I start cracking up because I think it's so much fun to tell them because it'll always be a special place for me no matter how far I go. I mean, Presidio, it's such a beautiful place today. Of course, sometimes I'm like, whoa, as a time warp because you're like, whoa, it was so different than what it is today. But on the other hand, it's also quite the same too. Not that much seems to have changed as far as the buildings, and although it's happening now, but you still can feel the walls kind of talking to you.
Martini:
One of the best quotes I got was from a guy, he was an officer here in the 70s, and he was looking around at the Presidio in the main prairie ground. And he says, "It looks just like a movie set of an army base. All you need is soldiers."
[01:51:00]
Rao:
Yeah.
Martini:
And now Fort Scott is on the eve of being reborn too.
Rao:
Oh yeah. Yeah. It's very bizarre to me. It's really something.
Martini:
Well, we're just wrapping up and this has been a great interview, Anita. Thank you so much.
Rao:
My pleasure.
Martini:
So, end of interview.
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